Friday, May 8, 2009
Exams are finally over~


now tt today is the start of my holiday..the 1st thing i did was waking up at like 7am...had a dream as usual...finally got myself out of bed an hour later for a small job which my frn asked me to help out...wat a way to start the holiday...oh well...honestly, i've got no idea wat to do anyway..no job..waiting for my trip..waiting for my ict..waiting for sch to start..the cycle goes on...unfortunately, i totally forgotten abt my jogging routine..shucks...i need to get myself trained up b4 my ict..

anyway, some recap..there's the movie "4 weddings n a funeral"..i had 4 exam dates n a wedding for the past week or so...jc classmate, ivan, had his wedding on labour day..caught up a bit with my classmates..exams feels gd until my last paper..haiz...there goes my hope for one b+...yup, tt's all i can recall...other things r just academics...how interesting can my life b?

just finished watching "yes man"..i tot to myself "a lot of times i tried opening up but the fact is..things close up on me" just take tis past 2 yrs for example...i said yes to picking up riding, going for 1 star kayaking, all the outings tt ppl have asked me including meeting ppl i knew thru online gaming..going to jb in the middle of the nite for supper..dinner with my aunt n the family as though i'm part of it...agreeing to meeting some1 who continously 'fly aeroplane'...getting my uncle to loan his car to me..n in between doing others favours..tt's as much as my life offers me yet i dun c any good things coming to me...only seem to have more depressing things...i'm still plague by dreams meaning i dun get the required rest i needed...i dare not look forward any more...to put it simple i dun expect anything from my life any more

posted at 12:00 AM
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