Saturday, October 18, 2008
2nd Accident
been a long time since i've blog n the moment i came in i saw the title '1st Accident'....it's ironic cos just today or rather yesterday afternoon i had another accident...skid...damage...heartache...like bing liang said "you not steady"..i had this very strong feeling tt i shud not ride the bike but as usual i just had to go against god's will...GOD? i ask myself tis qns "Should i thank god for not killing me or thank god for the accident?" pui! to hell with god...many many things have happened tt turned me from a believer to a non-believer...i wasnt a strong believer kind but at least i used to believe in tis 1 divine being...karma? retribution? yea..when it's bad ones they does happen to me..i dare touch my heart to say tt i've been nice to ppl but doesnt seem like i've got any gd karma...
no matter how well i've done i'm nvr gd enuf..no matter how well i did for my studies...no matter how well i rode my bike...it's nvr gd enuf..nvr
posted at 4:16 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
2nd Accident
been a long time since i've blog n the moment i came in i saw the title '1st Accident'....it's ironic cos just today or rather yesterday afternoon i had another accident...skid...damage...heartache...like bing liang said "you not steady"..i had this very strong feeling tt i shud not ride the bike but as usual i just had to go against god's will...GOD? i ask myself tis qns "Should i thank god for not killing me or thank god for the accident?" pui! to hell with god...many many things have happened tt turned me from a believer to a non-believer...i wasnt a strong believer kind but at least i used to believe in tis 1 divine being...karma? retribution? yea..when it's bad ones they does happen to me..i dare touch my heart to say tt i've been nice to ppl but doesnt seem like i've got any gd karma...
no matter how well i've done i'm nvr gd enuf..no matter how well i did for my studies...no matter how well i rode my bike...it's nvr gd enuf..nvr
posted at 4:16 AM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business