Monday, June 23, 2008
Road block
i'm lucky tt i get to drive a bit more since my uncle is away again on biz trip...went to bedok 85 for dinner cum supper...on the way back i met with a road block for the 1st time..lol..i had 5 passengers with me n we were like thinking wat to do so i suggested 1 person get off n walk over to the other side den i pick him up after the road block...so nelson got off the car..it wasnt too obvious since it happened tt there's a bus stop nearby..drove up to the road block n was only asked where i came from n my ic...phew...damn lucky..i actually forgotten to put my p-plate n i only realised it after passing the road block..
it's weird how ppl like to put some sort of invisible label on me...wat new age nice guy..sensitve new age guy...bcos of tis it seems tt i always have to have tis halo on my head...everything i do, i every words i say have to be nice..i cant lose my temper, i cant show my disatisfaction..in order to maintain tt "good" image...den when i do something wrong or blurt some vulgarities ppl gets so surprised..the reactions r so big..it's something tt i found has put a lot of pressure on me..just now we were toking abt using camo cream so i just mentioned the term "cb lips"...nelson n ber was like "i din expect junhui to say tis kind of thing"..it wasnt the 1st time tis sort of thing happened..apparently having to b a nice guy means tt there's no room for mistake..many times i tot i'd rather b a jackass at least when i do something bad it seems "normal" or i get forgiven easily..i used to say jokingly "男人不坏, 女人不爱" n i'm very sure now tt it's true..gers always say they like nice guy blah blah but when u look around..u find tt those tt r attached arent those nice guys...just like many of my frns..those ppl tt can flatter tt can sweet talk while being a jerk r the 1 tt enjoy n have all the fun..i've come to hate myself being known as the mr nice guy.."好人没好报"!!
posted at 3:20 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Road block
i'm lucky tt i get to drive a bit more since my uncle is away again on biz trip...went to bedok 85 for dinner cum supper...on the way back i met with a road block for the 1st time..lol..i had 5 passengers with me n we were like thinking wat to do so i suggested 1 person get off n walk over to the other side den i pick him up after the road block...so nelson got off the car..it wasnt too obvious since it happened tt there's a bus stop nearby..drove up to the road block n was only asked where i came from n my ic...phew...damn lucky..i actually forgotten to put my p-plate n i only realised it after passing the road block..
it's weird how ppl like to put some sort of invisible label on me...wat new age nice guy..sensitve new age guy...bcos of tis it seems tt i always have to have tis halo on my head...everything i do, i every words i say have to be nice..i cant lose my temper, i cant show my disatisfaction..in order to maintain tt "good" image...den when i do something wrong or blurt some vulgarities ppl gets so surprised..the reactions r so big..it's something tt i found has put a lot of pressure on me..just now we were toking abt using camo cream so i just mentioned the term "cb lips"...nelson n ber was like "i din expect junhui to say tis kind of thing"..it wasnt the 1st time tis sort of thing happened..apparently having to b a nice guy means tt there's no room for mistake..many times i tot i'd rather b a jackass at least when i do something bad it seems "normal" or i get forgiven easily..i used to say jokingly "男人不坏, 女人不爱" n i'm very sure now tt it's true..gers always say they like nice guy blah blah but when u look around..u find tt those tt r attached arent those nice guys...just like many of my frns..those ppl tt can flatter tt can sweet talk while being a jerk r the 1 tt enjoy n have all the fun..i've come to hate myself being known as the mr nice guy.."好人没好报"!!
posted at 3:20 AM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business
