Monday, May 19, 2008
Eyes opening bigger, ears getting wider, but heart getting smaller
i learnt to look carefully n observe closely b4 i start believing but my heart has gotten smaller..i could hardly stand dishonesty now...it just feels tt either tt person is not trustworthy or ur not trustworthy...either way both means distrust between ppl..some1 who's full of motive n trys to get u do things his way or some1 who's takes advantage of u but in an obvious way..i chose the latter..human relationships r complicated..took unemployee management n basically it's abt managing human relationships..manage ur superior..manage ur subordinate..i think i'll make a lousy manager in future since i'm so bad at managing human relationships...well, the least i can do is learn
if anybody is wondering y i'm blogging so much cos i guess i'm better off toking to myself..anyway, few ppl listens..there's more ppl wanting to tok than to listen, often ppl just speak of nice words yet untrue n i dun like ppl nagging at me..here i can speak watever i like n if ppl dun like they can dun read my blog..
little update..borrowed car from my uncle again..however, tis time it's just for helping my bro to move his things back from hall..like i said i'm expendable..anyway, i would gladly do it if it's for ppl i care..it's funny how my mum thinks i like driving..i want a car not bcos so i can DRIVE..it's just so that i can go for a spin when i feel like..go for supper with frns..n so that i can go to some place quiet where i can escape to from all the noise n all the nonsense including my pc..places like seaside..looking at the sea..looking at the waves..looking at the sky..staring at the stars..it's gives this tranquility feeling..hopefully i can get my own transport by tis holiday..
posted at 12:04 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
Eyes opening bigger, ears getting wider, but heart getting smaller
i learnt to look carefully n observe closely b4 i start believing but my heart has gotten smaller..i could hardly stand dishonesty now...it just feels tt either tt person is not trustworthy or ur not trustworthy...either way both means distrust between ppl..some1 who's full of motive n trys to get u do things his way or some1 who's takes advantage of u but in an obvious way..i chose the latter..human relationships r complicated..took unemployee management n basically it's abt managing human relationships..manage ur superior..manage ur subordinate..i think i'll make a lousy manager in future since i'm so bad at managing human relationships...well, the least i can do is learn
if anybody is wondering y i'm blogging so much cos i guess i'm better off toking to myself..anyway, few ppl listens..there's more ppl wanting to tok than to listen, often ppl just speak of nice words yet untrue n i dun like ppl nagging at me..here i can speak watever i like n if ppl dun like they can dun read my blog..
little update..borrowed car from my uncle again..however, tis time it's just for helping my bro to move his things back from hall..like i said i'm expendable..anyway, i would gladly do it if it's for ppl i care..it's funny how my mum thinks i like driving..i want a car not bcos so i can DRIVE..it's just so that i can go for a spin when i feel like..go for supper with frns..n so that i can go to some place quiet where i can escape to from all the noise n all the nonsense including my pc..places like seaside..looking at the sea..looking at the waves..looking at the sky..staring at the stars..it's gives this tranquility feeling..hopefully i can get my own transport by tis holiday..
posted at 12:04 AM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business
