Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Disappointed..Disappearing
it's just have to be tt person tt keeps pushing me n proving me right again...i lend a listening ear n in the end wat i get is shit on my head..it's not like i've offended her in any way..i'm already depressed enuf yet she has to keep making things even more miserable for me...i nvr took it to heart when ppl said she's got split personalities but i guess i understand now wat they meant..no matter how innocent she may be but it just seems like a 2-headed snake tt so full of motives..i've nvr like tis kind of ppl...i've always treated ppl with a true heart n i tried so hard to be patient but i guess i've reached the limit..i kept avoiding having conflicts n she has to spark it time n time again..yes, i dun understand..just dun understand y ppl want me to b around when i make them so upset n unhappy..to me it feels terrible when my presence is the cause of ppl's unhappiness...not in any way angry but disappointed..maybe it's time to prove wat i meant by disappear..anyway, it doesn't really matter whether i'm there or not
posted at 10:32 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Disappointed..Disappearing
it's just have to be tt person tt keeps pushing me n proving me right again...i lend a listening ear n in the end wat i get is shit on my head..it's not like i've offended her in any way..i'm already depressed enuf yet she has to keep making things even more miserable for me...i nvr took it to heart when ppl said she's got split personalities but i guess i understand now wat they meant..no matter how innocent she may be but it just seems like a 2-headed snake tt so full of motives..i've nvr like tis kind of ppl...i've always treated ppl with a true heart n i tried so hard to be patient but i guess i've reached the limit..i kept avoiding having conflicts n she has to spark it time n time again..yes, i dun understand..just dun understand y ppl want me to b around when i make them so upset n unhappy..to me it feels terrible when my presence is the cause of ppl's unhappiness...not in any way angry but disappointed..maybe it's time to prove wat i meant by disappear..anyway, it doesn't really matter whether i'm there or not
posted at 10:32 AM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business
