Monday, February 18, 2008
Someone up there has something against me


i really think some1 up there doesnt like me...i'm officially out of hall from tonite onwards..looks like i got "bao to" or watever...well was a gd 1 mth experience to b in hall n staying with my gd frn edwin..it doesnt make too much a diff to me..tot i could get into the study mood by studying in hall..well, too bad...

anyway, had quite a long chat with raymond yesterday...been ages since we had tis kind of tok...he was saying he's trying to organise gathering for council but i told him tt he wasnt aware a lot of things tt had happened which are keeping ppl away from gatherings n ppl not organising outings..including me..schwrk itself is giving me a huge headache already..haiz...i realise the main prob is ppl like to play "tai ji"..den by default certain ppl gets uninvited from watever events...at least now i understand y raymond hasnt been appearing in outings also...there's no rite or wrong..he has his own priorities too..the prob is when ppl start to blame him without stating/finding out y he din attend the gatherings..i nvr like to judge things too quickly...tt's y i often try to keep an open ear & eye to find out wat's happening around b4 making comments...to avoid unnecessary arguments n y i know so much more things/gossips than other ppl..

alrite, gotta start making myself recall some things..my memories beginning to fail me...in a way i'm getting numbed by my programming...basically spent my last mon to thur with only like 2-4hr slp a day working on programming...skipping meals n such..last sat went to visit my cousin..she gave birth to a baby ger on 4th feb..just 3 days short of cny..my mum kept saying she gave birth to a "pig's tail" while my bro is a "pig's head" who's born on 3rd day of cny..lol...anyway, the baby ger is called charleen..dun understand y it isnt charlene...my cousin said the name can play around 1 so chose a more unique 1..fine -.-...the baby has thick hair n big eyes like my cousin..haha..

mid-term break coming soon...in fact it's next week n the following week would b mid-terms tests...hopefully i do make gd use of tis break n revise on my work..cant afford to lack behind in any way..since i'm not staying in hall any more i gotta start my running again...some short-term targets i have..i dare not make any long-term plans already..my life seems too unpredictable nowadays..can film into a movie of junhui's series of unfortunate events..rite, i know complaining also no use liao...just gotta do my best no matter wat

posted at 11:55 PM
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