Thursday, September 27, 2007
Do i look dumb?
i dunno y but sometimes i just have the feeling tt ppl r treating me as though i'm dumb...just like wat fel mentioned..some things i just seem to know...or able to guess/foresee..things tt r just so obvious...maybe i'm just suspicious or paranoid...thinking too much which i dun deny..i cant seem to trust any1 any more as much as i want to trust others...it's nice of ppl not to let some1 know of something.."some things r better not known" like i've always said..but i feel a little insulted cos it's just so obvious tt i could have guessed it anyhow..i also dun deny the fact tt i do act dumb sometimes by keeping silent abt things..i usually dun complain or react much doesnt mean i am cos i know it's meaningless other than create more unhappiness...i just think if ppl were to hide something from another person it's best to take into consideration whether tt person is able to guess or know of it..u dun want to insult tt person nor do u want to reflect how dumb u urself r by hiding something tt's so obvious..
lots of things r continuously happening around me..can't help thinking so much..just some time back my aunt almost commited suicide...den my dad is now suspected of suffering from diabetes..manage to work a little bit on my studies today..studies now have become the least of my concerns...i've been trying to get things out of my mind rather than into my mind...i've been wondering how i've stood strong for the past few yrs yet now i'm just crumbling...
posted at 12:39 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Do i look dumb?
i dunno y but sometimes i just have the feeling tt ppl r treating me as though i'm dumb...just like wat fel mentioned..some things i just seem to know...or able to guess/foresee..things tt r just so obvious...maybe i'm just suspicious or paranoid...thinking too much which i dun deny..i cant seem to trust any1 any more as much as i want to trust others...it's nice of ppl not to let some1 know of something.."some things r better not known" like i've always said..but i feel a little insulted cos it's just so obvious tt i could have guessed it anyhow..i also dun deny the fact tt i do act dumb sometimes by keeping silent abt things..i usually dun complain or react much doesnt mean i am cos i know it's meaningless other than create more unhappiness...i just think if ppl were to hide something from another person it's best to take into consideration whether tt person is able to guess or know of it..u dun want to insult tt person nor do u want to reflect how dumb u urself r by hiding something tt's so obvious..
lots of things r continuously happening around me..can't help thinking so much..just some time back my aunt almost commited suicide...den my dad is now suspected of suffering from diabetes..manage to work a little bit on my studies today..studies now have become the least of my concerns...i've been trying to get things out of my mind rather than into my mind...i've been wondering how i've stood strong for the past few yrs yet now i'm just crumbling...
posted at 12:39 PM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business
