Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Zhong Yuan Jie


today's the 15th of the 7th month..as usual my mum prepared a lot of stuffs to pray to those 'hao xiong di'..the annual auction opp my hse is no longer there..can no longer hear those interesting shoutings across the road..quite a no of things r taking place across my hse..old private houses have been torn down n new apartments r rising in place of them..been trying to work on my chinese module assignment..it's giving quite a bit of headache..couldnt find much references of the topic on the internet..decided to go to the library after dinner n look for reference book but in the end it was just as futile..

watched shrek trilogy yesterday...i discover my character is rather similar to shrek..the most obvious would b people would always judge me by my appearance..maybe not hideous nor am i good-looking..but the 1st thing most ppl tell me is tt i look fierce or unfriendly...cool cool 1..eventually, ppl just seem to avoid me somehow..i build walls around my swamp bcos i too have fears although i try to hide them..i'm also like an onion tt has layers..hahah..i always try to achieve the ideal situation..yea, in my dreamland..like being mr nice guy but den again we all know nobody seems to like mr nice guy..so another layer of me the more realistic..i dun expect ppl to b nice to me in return but at least not take my kindness for granted..den there's also another layer of me..i can be nasty if i want to..of cos, however, i'll refrain myself from going to tis layer..there's really no fixed way of how i behave but usually i just go by layer from nice to more neutral to nasty..hm..so where's my happily ever after? hahah

going to my bro's hall again tmrw..just din feel like staying at home..going to bring him food n anime too..he's very jialat 1..need ppl to take care of him..

posted at 2:11 PM
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