Monday, August 27, 2007
Angel/Devil
nothing specific..just feel like venting out somewhere..
think think think...i just cant stop thinking for a moment...it's like i'm always toking to myself..tt's for being a digital auditory person..it's like in those classic disney cartoons where there's this angel n a devil beside u telling u wat to do..it could b a psychiatric problem but i've gotten so used to it since young..basically just think of anything...could b schwork, family, a girl, a friend, a game, a show, or something tt happened recently or in the past...i used to cope with tis by slping or acting nonchalant however it doesnt seem to work as well in recent yrs..forcing myself not to think is only gonna make me feel worse eventually when everything overflows..i know the only way is to occupy my mind by engaging in some activities..yet i cant find any now n it just continues to drive me crazy..as usual the only thing i can do is to tell myself to b positive..
posted at 12:20 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
Angel/Devil
nothing specific..just feel like venting out somewhere..
think think think...i just cant stop thinking for a moment...it's like i'm always toking to myself..tt's for being a digital auditory person..it's like in those classic disney cartoons where there's this angel n a devil beside u telling u wat to do..it could b a psychiatric problem but i've gotten so used to it since young..basically just think of anything...could b schwork, family, a girl, a friend, a game, a show, or something tt happened recently or in the past...i used to cope with tis by slping or acting nonchalant however it doesnt seem to work as well in recent yrs..forcing myself not to think is only gonna make me feel worse eventually when everything overflows..i know the only way is to occupy my mind by engaging in some activities..yet i cant find any now n it just continues to drive me crazy..as usual the only thing i can do is to tell myself to b positive..
posted at 12:20 PM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business
