Thursday, April 12, 2007
Y do ppl want to put me down?
passed month hasnt been easy for me..my frn who was working w me decided to quit n join another frn of his...i din find a job so i had to stay even though i very much wanna quit..i've been feeling like so isolated esp since i dun tok much to my colleagues n i've been having lunch alone for passed 3 weeks cos i wasnt used to having lunch with them...worse was tt i din get to sit at the corner where i'll have more freedom with wat i do cos the company decided to play muscial chair n switch job allocations n position..not bad enuf?? my colleagues decided tt i look free enuf n i've done those things b4 so i shud b able to manage..wth..i'm taking over my frn's job n it's not enuf..workload had to increase more with tt measly pay of mine..everything just sux..i mean i'm still getting the same pay as my frn yet i have to work double..n tis colleague of mine damn smart lo..she just tell me tt when i'm free help her do this n tt..she get paid so much n she's basically doing nothing n she's just a bloody noob..she doesnt have any clue abt her job n just push everything to me..n since she said "when i'm free.." how can i reject? bahhhh..i had enuf of tis kind of shit in army n i'm definitely not in the right mind now to help her w tt..just when i've decided to stay on with tis job comes tis kind crap..%#$#@
ok, just some minor update..last sat went for meiting's bdae..nothing really..just went to wish her a happy bdae..her mum managed to recognise me while her godmother din..ya..they r frns with my mum..den sun was 'qing ming'..went to pay respect to my grandparents n 'xiao shu'..for my generation 1 only me n sis went..
tis week i have a new colleague..she's '86 1 also..i seem to have much fate with '86 ppl..anyway, been having lunch together for the pass few days..so at least now i'm not so lonely..
posted at 11:30 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Y do ppl want to put me down?
passed month hasnt been easy for me..my frn who was working w me decided to quit n join another frn of his...i din find a job so i had to stay even though i very much wanna quit..i've been feeling like so isolated esp since i dun tok much to my colleagues n i've been having lunch alone for passed 3 weeks cos i wasnt used to having lunch with them...worse was tt i din get to sit at the corner where i'll have more freedom with wat i do cos the company decided to play muscial chair n switch job allocations n position..not bad enuf?? my colleagues decided tt i look free enuf n i've done those things b4 so i shud b able to manage..wth..i'm taking over my frn's job n it's not enuf..workload had to increase more with tt measly pay of mine..everything just sux..i mean i'm still getting the same pay as my frn yet i have to work double..n tis colleague of mine damn smart lo..she just tell me tt when i'm free help her do this n tt..she get paid so much n she's basically doing nothing n she's just a bloody noob..she doesnt have any clue abt her job n just push everything to me..n since she said "when i'm free.." how can i reject? bahhhh..i had enuf of tis kind of shit in army n i'm definitely not in the right mind now to help her w tt..just when i've decided to stay on with tis job comes tis kind crap..%#$#@
ok, just some minor update..last sat went for meiting's bdae..nothing really..just went to wish her a happy bdae..her mum managed to recognise me while her godmother din..ya..they r frns with my mum..den sun was 'qing ming'..went to pay respect to my grandparents n 'xiao shu'..for my generation 1 only me n sis went..
tis week i have a new colleague..she's '86 1 also..i seem to have much fate with '86 ppl..anyway, been having lunch together for the pass few days..so at least now i'm not so lonely..
posted at 11:30 AM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business