Sunday, November 27, 2005
Frustration~!*(&)(*
my slack OM course ended on wed n so there's more sai kang to do now...worse thing is tt my battlion is making us run everyday~! i have absolutely no complain abt all the shit i'm getting now but it's damn unfair not to let us clear our leaves..
it seems like i wun b able to attend mrs ho farewell ceremony nnn...i'll probably b booking out next sat provided i dun kena duty...which means i'll b missing part of the chalet...wth...
my relationship with my fellow specs doesnt seem b any better either...i'm not fedup with most of them...it appears tt being quiet n low profile is still better off than making comments n "irritating" other ppl...life is so contradicting..the councillors wans me to tok more while others thinks i'm more of a pest if i do speak out...i know i'm old enuf already n shud not b work up over tis kind of little things but i just felt frustrated
i couldnt get the leave for next mon also cos of the stupid idea of drawing lots to decide our leaves meaning i gotta rush around ALOT for my next wkend..next next weekend will b confined cos of those ptp recruits coming in...there goes another weekend...ns has taken away much of my freedom n i'm hating to serve ns now
posted at 2:27 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Frustration~!*(&)(*
my slack OM course ended on wed n so there's more sai kang to do now...worse thing is tt my battlion is making us run everyday~! i have absolutely no complain abt all the shit i'm getting now but it's damn unfair not to let us clear our leaves..
it seems like i wun b able to attend mrs ho farewell ceremony nnn...i'll probably b booking out next sat provided i dun kena duty...which means i'll b missing part of the chalet...wth...
my relationship with my fellow specs doesnt seem b any better either...i'm not fedup with most of them...it appears tt being quiet n low profile is still better off than making comments n "irritating" other ppl...life is so contradicting..the councillors wans me to tok more while others thinks i'm more of a pest if i do speak out...i know i'm old enuf already n shud not b work up over tis kind of little things but i just felt frustrated
i couldnt get the leave for next mon also cos of the stupid idea of drawing lots to decide our leaves meaning i gotta rush around ALOT for my next wkend..next next weekend will b confined cos of those ptp recruits coming in...there goes another weekend...ns has taken away much of my freedom n i'm hating to serve ns now
posted at 2:27 PM
Goals keep a person motivated and encourage continuous learning so here are my current goals.
- Learn to play guitar
- Backpacking in Taiwan
- Get my own car
- Start my own business
